Behind my Curated Content

I have a love hate relationship with instagram and social media for many reasons and although it can be extremely beneficial and helpful, I do feel as though it is one of the biggest illusions in our world. Comparison, lack, not feeling good enough, or that your not doing enough. If you don’t use social media with true intention, it will you use. I have learned this, and it’s why I spent all of this year pouring my heart into my website. A space where I would share the real parts of my life and what my intuition guides me to share. I love creating beautiful aesthetic content, I’m extremely creative, it’s one of my passions. But I can’t help but feel like that’s not my only purpose, and there is so much more behind my curated content and put together stories. Or anyones content feed that you idolize for that matter. There is pain, deep wounding, breakdowns, feeling utterly lost, emotions that I work through everyday and it’s important to me that you know this part of me is just as real as anything else I share. I’m working on showing up more authentic, real, and stepping into the version of me that I know I am. My life does not look like my instagram feed, and you need to know this…. no ones does.

I never used to feel good enough. For anything. For a really long time I felt this way. Most of my life growing up. I look back at those versions of me with so much love now, but I used to feel as though I hated her, I know that seems really intense but I was utterly lost and trapped in a mindset that made me feel like I would never be able to achieve what I deeply desired. This all stems from unworthiness which blocks each and every one of us. A deep belief that is programmed into us, on purpose at such a young age. I would say my healing journey really began 2 years ago when I decided I was the true creator of my life. I had been through a lot of pain and I was ready to truly stop with my own bs, and to stop controlling where I thought I needed to go, and to let life guide me. I was brought to my knees many times in pain, and it was in those moments that I learned stillness and true connection to self. My pain is guiding me to my purpose, if it weren’t for it I would not be where I am today. Which I now know is crucial to each of our own journeys to become who we truly are, and reconnect you to your true desires and dreams… I can’t believe we have forgotten thats why we are here in the first place. Please let your pain guide you, allow your jealousy and judgment to ease into inspiration and compassion, and most importantly stop being so hard on yourself.

I’m so passionate about healing, looking into your own shadow, befriending your ego, and learning about the true essence of the universe and why we are here. It’s hard and so uncomfortable at times to face such deep programming and conditioning and to look at your own limiting beliefs, but it what reconnects you to your intuition, which is the compass to your life. It’s why I’m here for you, I hope that my posts help you even the tiniest bit with your own journey, and that you can take comfort in knowing that it’s all apart of the plan.

I love you so much.